Tuesday, 30 April 2013

when you hates someone, you will..

hey, well i don't know what's into her but she really get on my nerves nowadays. i can't mention her name cause I'm scared she will read this -- if she got so much time to read my blog. I kind of hating her and when I hates someone, for sure whatever she does, I'll get annoyed easily

I know that she's older than me and yeah of course I need to respect her, unless i can't stand of it, i wont be respecting her then. There's something in her made me wanna know more. I mean what she does everyday and why is she like to lie to everyone surrounds her. I know and I noticed that she is lying to me and she's a freaking stalker. She stalks me, stalks my facebook even wanna know more what my dad doing at home. I was like, pls go marry someone else. You're too choosy that's why you didn't marry til now and you always choose someone who filthy rich. Do you think money can buy happiness? Yes. For a short time.

You love someone because of money. Kikis duit orang tu sampai buat business. Ingat berkat ke duit tu? Orang yang kau "sayang" tu pun bagitahu yang you're just a spare part for him. At the end, he sued you but you tell me that you sold your company to someone else. How can you sell when that thing isn't yours? Stop lying because sooner or later, I will know the truth..

You always dress up nicely and put a thick make up on your face. You always make yourself so pretty even though you're not that pretty but you're disgusting. Pengotor gila. See your car, see your house. Takpayah tgk tu, tengok your place also I know. Your place is disorder, everything messed up. I know my bedroom is messy too but it's only clothes but you? full of rubbish.

Sometimes I wonder how people can listen to every words you said? Are you putting spells on them? Kau jumpa bomoh ke? Guna ayat2.. I'm sorry if whatever I said is over the bridge but that's what I'm wondering. Sangat pelik...

Most annoying about you is your laugh. The way you laugh is like a sea lion, even sea lion is much cuter than you. I'm not insulting you, or maybe I am hah! But I don't care. You pernah rude dekat my mum and you think I wanna be nice to you? Maybe only infront of you. Itu pun won't last long. Why in the world you exist eh? You and the whole of your family is a liar. Aku kenal kau pun bukan baru tahun ni. Cause your sister in law is my mum's friend but taktahu mcm mana boleh kau sesat...

whatever it is, tuhan itu ada. tuhan bagi pentunjuk dkt kitorg and bg blsn to u
:)
chiao
xxx

Monday, 29 April 2013

best conversation ever

Assalamualaikum,

well last night been the best night ever
one of it is mr x texted me
second, one of my bbm friend ajak on the phone dgn dia

actually dah 2 hari dah asyik bbm dgn dia,
and dia pemalas gila nak type so dia ajak borak
knl dia dh lama lah jugak and i thought dia not a good chatter.
that's was my first impression towards someone i baru kenal

taktahu knp..
time bbm punya ah kelakar
kenakan dia was my favourite thing to do
memang bergaduh je ah kitorang. bukan gaduh apa pun
dia knekan aku, aku pun kne kan baliklah
lama2 aku rasa, dia ni not bad ah sbb dia tk sombong and wayyyy to funny
org igt aku gile dok gelak sorang2
kwajaq dia cara dia kenakan aku hahaha
and dia pun kuat carut en
tapi aku tak terasa apa pun, tak amik serious

so mlm td agak lama ah jugak dia asyik ajak borak tp aku dok kata esk lah, tgkla mcm mana. lagipun aku dh lama tk on the phone memalam, last person mr x ah siapa lg
so skrg ni kita bagi nama dia k
aku igtkn si k ni dia nak call aku, last2 dia nampak aku gne digi terus cancel
kwajaq kuasa 2
hahaha so jwpannya akula yang call dia

part on the phonelah best, tetibe dia cerita about dia punya life story, apa dia buat dlu and it's kind of secrets so takperlulah tahu eh?
haha, laju bebenor dia cakap yang peliknye aku takde pun suruh dia ulang balik and i understood wtv si k ni cakap
mmg talkative aku jadinya mlm tadi
hahaha mmg bahan dia jelah
dia pun cm babi kau kan? siot je mulut. cili kang baru tahu
lagipun aku mmg suka dgr background story seseorang hehe
tapi aku takde ah bgthu org lain or buruk2 kan dia
aku tk la sejahat tu walaupun org tu seteruk mana pun


bile aku rse cm dh tkbleh nk thn ngntuk n serious dh lewat
kitorg pun cm ok lh nk hang up dh
tetiba dia suruh aku kejutkn dia pagi td, amboi banyak cantik muka dia ah
hahahaha, dh lh sampai bgthu "esok pagi kau ada kerja. kau kne kejutkn aku sampai aku bangun. klo tk siap ah" amboi sampai begitu sekali haha
aku call mmg dia tk jwb, dia tk dtg kerja tu mmg aku tkthu lh
sbb banyak kali aku call
dari pkul 6.30 aku bangun sampai kul 9 aku dok text and call dia
still the same
aku pun mcm ah lantak kau la
hahaha

malam tadi dia kata thanks sbb call dia and layan dia
awhhh, sbb dia kata sesetgh org tk layan dia sbb dia kasar
mmg cara dia cakap kasar, aku mengaku jugak
tapi aku kesah apa dia lembut ke kasar
sbb itu dia, tkkan aku nak change someone and let them pretend to be someone else?
btl tk? sdgkan aku pun rimas kalau org buat mcm tu kat aku
bagitahu aku ptt jd ni jd tu
oh pls lah no
unless klau kau nak aku jd seseorg yg baik itu bgslah
lagipun there's this quote
"i'll treat someone based on how they treat me"
aku tak mcm tu, mostly aku ikut perangai dia
so bila borak tu mmg boleh keep on going
tapi aku peliklah jugak why aku tak banyak ckp if mr x dgn aku otp
usually dia yg  ckp hahah
kalau dgn si k jangan harap. aku asyik cut line je :p

dpt kwn yg gile2 ni best
yg boleh sama genglh kata org
ayat paling siut dia is "kau mesti banyak layan laki en?"
kurang ajar
hahahaha, aku layan laki if dia relatives dgn aku or kwn lama je ok
yang baru2 nak intro ikut mood
tp usually mls

hha and aku paling suka dia sebut nama panjang aku
tersasul sasul ah
takbole blah
sampaikan kata "i should practise this"
-,- lol

okylh
that's all for tonight
chiaoooo
xxx

sukan + politik = apa ni?

Assalamualaikum,

on sunday, which is yesterday was a sport day for my brother's school
i woke up early sebab terpaksa
haihhh
then i told my mum, no need to go cause mikael pun tak active in sport, maybe.
suddenly she get crossed so i pergi jelah haha

when we arrived there, haih
belum apa2 dh mengeluh cause the field is so crowded with the parents, teachers and kids...
lepas tu kitorang cari ah tmpt duduk smua, blm relax lagi, my mum dh forced me to take the foods, kat situ ada org sediakan breakfast and org jual jugak
tak menyesal aku beli
sedap gila plak, hahah

mikael tak boleh blah, menangis when he does the marching
aku tadika punya excited taktahu pesal
dulu aku tadika aku rumah merah, naik primary sampai form 1 rumah kuning, form 2 til 5 rumah hijau. serious bukan fav color aku
hahaha

merah boleh diterimalah

then time aku menang acara aku dpt medal pe smua
mikael punya sport day sekolah mcm tak best do
sumpah aku cakap

aku nye tadika sport day waaaaaay better than him
kitorang dance lah, apa lah
best tau, hehe

btw mikael menang gak, tapi number 2
aku mati-matian igt mikael dpt medal, tapi dpt beg. mcm orang pergi rumah org kawin tu
aku dh totally pelik dgn skolah ni
aku dulu tadika riang, riang 24/7 hahahaha
mikael tadika pasti
stress aku tgk cikgu2 dia haha mcm xde semangat
yang mc pun cikgu, aduhh naik pnt mendgr
tah pe menda mrepek dia ckp, mcm x rehearsal sorang2 kat rumah
melalut je, nk borak pn pgg aja mic,

paling wtf lg (sorry terkasar bhs) bila bkk beg tu isi pamplet pas (tk thu spell wtv)
apa motif bagi risalah mengundi dkt bdk2?
nampak sangat kemaruknya
dah tu org pkr dok bagi aku badge undilah dia
aku cm oh ok

most annoying moment when org pkr tetiba bagi ceramah
this women said "mari kita hapuskn tol, mari kita ambil putrajaya...."
seriously? kau nak ambil putrajaya? for what? bn punya ssh2 buat bdr, kau nk rmpas..
buatlh bandar sendiri
serious kau kutuk bn mcm2, nmpk sgt teruknya diri kau
bukan nk ckp aku sokong bn and anti dkt pkr and pas
oh bukan
i tak sokong any parti yet sbb im 18
tk cukup umur pun but i just dont like apa dia cakap and c'mon lah
ini sport day, bukan time ceramah
or whatever it is
kau nk org undi kau, or your party, cakaplh elok2

aku takpernah nmpk org cmni before
serious pelik -,-
mmg aku balik, mandi and tidur
lg bgs....

no wonder lh riot sbbkn mulut aja
whateverlah
not my business
chiao
xx

Dinner in westin

Assalamualaikum,

nowadays, lily mcm lambat update blog in time, sbb wifi dkt rumah tkde so kalau nak guna tablet kena masuk sim card
itu yang paling malas skali nak buat, jadi kalau nak blogging pun kne update dekat office
pc boleh je guna but sama je internet takde kan
so yeah

kesian gila kan? :p

so hari sabtu tu, bangun serious lambat.
tapi taklah lambat sangat, bangun mcm time subuh but tido balik. sabtu jarang kerja sbnarnya.
tak tahu kenapa, maybe malas kut hehe
lagipun petang tu ada driving class and tetiba ayah ajak kitorang dinner at westin

so lily bangun pukul 11 pagi ah camtu
sebenarnya dlm kul 6-11am , on off je tidur
bangun pun sebab ibu asyik panggil
tapi cara dia kejutkan, memang takbole blah

"aween, bangun!"
"je, oh je!"
"mana manja ni?"
"manja ibu mana ni?"
"ween! bangun!manja?"

oh damn, tak perlulah manja2 ni!
pls!! jangan!! hahahaha. bila masa tah aku manja, memang taklah :p
dah lama duk panggil manja je mmg bangunlah aku, nak tidur balik tkboleh
after dah siap2, dah wangi2, :p . pergilah turun and lunch with my mum and mikael
pergh sedaplak menu, chicken steam with veggies omggggggggggggg

mak aku kata bagitahu org lain itu aku yang masak, mmg taklah aku nak menipu. tetiba orang tu suruh aku masak, mampui aku kaku je. seriously, sedap gile but syg skali igt nak buat sampai dinner but ayah dh ajak makan kat westin
well westin ni sbnrnya dkt dpn pavy je....

bila tgk pavy kan, aduh. dh lama tak pergi sana weh. btw kita bukan bdk2 pavy ok? pergi sana pun sbb nak shopping je, maklum ah tk berduit skrg!!! so im forbidden pergi sana
cheh, poyo je. haha

so minggu depan maybe pergi pavy. hari sabtu. insyaalllah. siapa nak teman saya? :p
mggu dpn bru aku "merendek" kl. aku pun tak sure bahasa apa tu. mak aku kata bahasa rempit. cousin aku lak kata bahasa jowo. relatives kata bahasa india.. ah sudah!! mana satu aku nak caya pn tkthu

back to the story..
dkt westin, i swear i ate a lot
omgggggg, hahaha western food la, seafoods lah, sushi, and mcm2
but i had the best night ever ah time tu
:p

chiao
xxx

Saturday, 27 April 2013

Weirdest Nightmare

Assalamualaikum semua
Holla holley
Anda sihat?
How was your day going?
My day went well
but my night isnt
malam td mcm ssh skit nk tidur
:3

so yeah
i had the weirdest nightmare ever!
sbnrnya ni on 26 april,
i thought like nak update ah but mlm tadi baru teringat about the dream -.-
btw dream tu seriously tahap kebanggangnya tu dah over the bridge
hahaha

wanna know what i dreamt of?
i mimpi Misha Omar. Like seriously?
why her? whyyyy?!?!?!? takde related pun with my life

The Story Begin Like This :
I was in the car, listening to my fav songs. Then suddenly I got a text from Farhan. The dream looks real and i dont know why I'm pretty excited about it. Lagipun sekarang kan kitorg tak bertegur. So mcm tetiba dia text and I pun macam yey cause the seperation thingy dah over. triple lol! When I opened my text, it wasn't from him. It was from Misha Omar. I pun dah lagi ah wtf ni???

So the dialog went like this :-

kak misha (km) : Hi, is this Ida? ni kak misha omar. can i have a talk with u for a moment?
me: yea.
km: Ida kat mana tu?
me: What do you want? I dkt putrajaya
km: Let's meet up? meet me at Taman Botani. kak misha dgn farhan ni.

*mindblown*

*speechless*

I dah macam seriously what is really happening right now?

me: uh, kenapa kak misha dgn dia? and why nak jmpe?
km: I thought nak bagitahu you later but i think u dh ready for this. Farhan taknak text u cause he scared u mrh or sedih. Btw akak pun rasa guilty jga. Akak dah ada anak dgn dia. Maaf Ida.
Me: oh, mcm tu ke? ok

I almost cry but when i think it back, why misha omar? Ni surely a dream, stupid dream. Pilih org pun dia. Why not kim kardashian? Mantap sikit hahahahaha OMG!

Whatever it is. I met her but farhan run away with his son. I dah totally mindblown ahahahaha! seriously kelakar but still a nightmare


xxx

Friday, 26 April 2013

checklist? oh my

heyyy people


well guess what
it's been two days i havent got anything to do in office
so.. i made a checklist
a list that i wanna do with my "boyfriend" when we're in relationship
too bad i dont have a boyfriend at the moment
but i always wish that i could turn back time
and i really really want to talk to you like we always used to

what passed is past

and i hope that one day
one fine, magical day gonna happen and you're gonna show up
you gonna contact me back
and the first thing i wish you gonna call me ask me for meet up
i do not want texting or any chats
i want to see you for reals
but if you have a bad news saying you have someone else or you're going to marry someone else
better just text me
even if it hurts, i wanna know how are you and your life
i miss you, and every single day i try so hard to pray that one day you might come back
even if my friends asking me to move on
and i know, you know, there's a lot of guys wanted to be with me
wanted to replace you
wanted to make me happy like you did
BUT
I do not want them, or him, i want you
i really am
i know it's sound crazy but hey i never felt this way before
i never love someone like this before even the first guy i crush on

if that day you're going to contact me
i hope it's gonna be a great news
i hope that we could start over
the longest time i waited for a guy is 5 months and now we still aren't together
i'm scared if this gonna happen  to us too
i dont want that to be happening

i wish i have you now, and forever so we can do whatever we dreamt of
i dont know what's your dreams but i do have mine
i made a checklist
and the things i wanna do with my love ones


  1. hold hands
  2. watch the sunset or sunrise together
  3. whispers to each other
  4. cook for each other (even if it's not delicious)
  5. walk in the rain
  6. buy small gifts for each other
  7. play dress up :p you could be the prince i could be the princess lol
  8. make a video of us
  9. boyfriend do the girlfriend's make up
  10. play the longest stare
  11. put love notes in your pocket when you aren't noticing
  12. sing to each other (even if im not good in singing but you still wanna hear my ugly voice)
  13. dance together
  14. tell about our dreams
  15. pray together (you become the imam)
  16. hang out with our friends
  17. describe about each other
  18. fall asleep on your shoulder on the long journey
  19. go to the fun fair and dress up like 80s 90s
  20. always tell you about my problem and always hear about your problem and try to let me help
  21. call every night before sleep
  22. appreciate and remember the good times and forgive and forget the bad
  23. go for picnic together
  24. telling i love you and mean it
  25. not to shout or insult you even if you do something so bad instead of sit down and discuss
  26. talk in british accent or any foreign language
  27. play 20 questions or more until our conversation dies
  28. meet your family
  29. doodle on hand or face when you're sleeping
  30. do the funny faces when taking pictures
  31. go to a restaurant and convince the cook to create something completely new for us
  32. go to a ghost house
  33. make a cute craft presents on each time of your birthday
  34. make a surprise
  35. go for ice skating or skateboarding together
  36. traveling together
  37. etc
most important things is
marry you and be together forever

that's the last wishes
even if i dont get you, i hope there's someone for me
even though im thinking about you right now
so yeah

if 'you' read this, please comment it below :(
xxxx


tell me whatchu need

phillip phillips - gone,gone,gone

baby do listen <3

best song ever



MIRRORS BY JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE
Aren't you somethin' to admire?
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original
Cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare, cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I
Would look at us all the time

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]

Thursday, 25 April 2013

THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

hello
so i wanna share with yall what the things i wanna do before i die
i know there's a lot more to do

but i only post it what's pop out from my mind


firtsly, having a girlfriend who wears the same as i am
i dont know why
but i thinks it's cute
and sweet
even if i dont have a girl as my best friend, a girlfriend
whatever you all called it
i wanna do this with my boyfriends (boy who is my friend or maybe someone i love)


next, hang out with my friends in a place like this rather than going to concerts or clubs

wear like this every time im on vacation






making healthy drinks every time


ni takde kena mengena
hahaha


going some where like this

i wanna do bungee jumping
sky diving
sea diving
anything extreme
haha

because of
#YOLO


i dont like guys who have abs
but he's hot
OMGGG

hha okay chiao for now
-mfmimy-
:3

beautifuls

hey
today i dont feel like to type much but check this out
i found some beautiful pictures
and i feel like i wanna go there and have fun with my loves (my buddies)
so yeah









i want her body omggggg
swap with me pls

play my favourite songs with that guitar pls
:(

awwwh
<3

when lily is bored

hi holla
how are you?
well im feelin great today
and for the rest of day in office
i had nothing work to be done
so what should i do? the answer is blogging
i found some funny videos
and i post it below
do watch?
:*


how animals eat their food

seven ways to discipline your child

the nine worst laughs of all time

20 dances to try at home

Bila Avengers Lapar

^i already watch this but i watch this again
bcs it's funny
:p

Bradshaw : Kata-kata English yang susah dibezakan



Tuesday, 23 April 2013

do listen

anklebiters by paramore

(one of those) crazy girls - paramore

moving on by paramore

err im not move on yet but i love the songs lol


Monday, 22 April 2013

funny sia

what the heck is this??-.-
hahahaha


this is supposed to be creepy
but i cant stand it
it just way too funny to me
hahahahahahahahahaha!
i cant stop laughing
oh gosh :3


muka sejebeh


yegehyegeh








this is kinda creepy



vacation in sarawak

Assalamualaikum
holla holleeyy

actually lily dah sampai kl dah
haritu dapat update skit je
lagipun update kat iphone tak dapat nak arrange gambar

it's really tiring
kalau tak penat itu bukan berjalan namanya
but im exhausted til today haih
i wish i could take a day off but i cant cause my mum dah start pok pek
so i do not want to hear the rest of her nag
why not i pergi kerja
even though im so clumsy today
everyone were like "are you okay??"
uh im not, really

so the last day i tak dapat nak makan mee kolok
demmmm
even though the taste lebih kureng cm mee kicap, maggi with soup?? ah cmtu ah
but idk why i want it MOOORRREEE

i went to Santubong


belakang gue is kalimantan
siapa berani jum berenang?
jum seludup jum jum?!

hahaha *jk

serious cam tak caya en we can see other country so near cmni
wuuuu~
sebenarnya ada gambar lagi
you can check it out in myadventurelife.tumblr.com

so yeah :)

the best part is in the plane actually
on the way to kuching and time balik pun
cause the scenery perghh
cuma orang dalam plane and tuhan je tahu


lawa tak lawa?
lawa lah pok :p
(ayat jha zmr)
well kat belakang tu i think area selangor. cause lily tanya kawan2 hujan tak smlm?
diorang kata hujan lebat
and we supposed landing at 7.20pm but delayed
cause hujan lebat kat sana
and thunder is everywhere
it's scared me when the pilot still heading to the heavy clouds
itu memang tak dapat snap
sbb they yall asked to switch off phones
time tu memang paling lawa scenery
if only i can draw it now, i will...

okay then that's it for now
chiao :*

Saturday, 20 April 2013

Sarawak

Assalamualaikum and holla

so today was the second day im at sarawak
It's pretty hot here
Eh.. no..
IT'S FREAKINGGGG HOT HERE
tk malaysia lah kalau tak panas kan

im kinda miss home, miss my friends, miss my pets and also i do miss farhan :'(
too bad he dont contact me...yet

I hope he doesnt say to his friends that im so stupid to believe to his words
kwn aku lak kata aku ikut emosi sgt
Lol. am i? yekot

Wtv

So ytd,my first meal was Mee Kolok
dh brp byk kali dh asyik makan benda yang sama. sedap tu sedap
And different kedai serves you differently
Ada yang serve cantik2 like letak a lot of veges
Ada yang letak fishcake
Ada yang too simple, sampai mee dgn soup je lol

so today was the second day.
buat apa je lagi kalau tak shopping
and cuci mata

Aisehman

Sini lakinya ramai yang hot hot
hahaha tapi xde sorang pun yang memikat hatiku w/pun ada rupa
Lol ayat tableh blahhh

:p

kalau nak g sarawak
Or any other states in malaysia
Paling penting bwk sorang yang duduk di negeri tu
Sbb kalau nak beli brg, diorang sure akan charge brg tu mahal2
Mcm aween stay kl, pergi sarawak tgk lampu je pun
Diorang charge sampai 70 80 n above
Kena dgn pakcik ni, 50 and boleh tawar harga lagi

Haihhhh perangai2

Wtv it is
Today was fun
:)





Thursday, 18 April 2013

GIVE ME LOVE


 "Give Me Love"

Give me love like her,
'cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,
And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.

Give me love like never before,
'cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,
You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
Give a little time to me, or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My my, my, my, oh give me love.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (love me, love me, love me).

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love, love me),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love).

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love

[Break]

[Hidden track "The Parting Glass"]

Of all the money that e'er I had
I've spent it in good company
And all the harm that e'er I've done
Alas it was to none but me
And all I've done for want of wit
To memory now I can't recall
So fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all

Of all the comrades that e'er I had
They are sorry for my going away
And all the sweethearts that e'er I had
They would wish me one more day to stay
But since it falls unto my lot
That I should rise and you should not
I'll gently rise and I'll softly call
Good night and joy be with you all

A man may drink and not be drunk
A man may fight and not be slain
A man may court a pretty girl
And perhaps be welcomed back again
But since it has so ought to be
By a time to rise and a time to fall
Come fill to me the parting glass
Good night and joy be with you all
Good night and joy be with you all

Wednesday, 17 April 2013

Pabila bercouple dengan orang yang kedekut

Assalamualaikum

After beberapa orang datang untuk mengambil cheque,
my colleague and I having a gossip just now
pergh gossip
biasalah, perempuan mana yang tak bergossip (me, i hate gossiping unless im bored and im gonna create up some crappy stories)
so yeah...

so the story begins,
how it's begin?
ha, cemgini tuan2 puan2

semalam lunch i ate a bread, itu lah lunch itu lah dinner
hari ni breakfast pun tak makan, sbb terlupa
lunch pun cemgitu je
eh eh lari topic pulak

well, kitorang macam takde kerja so kitorang gossiping pasal Anep,
the guy who work for my dad also hantar i pergi tapau makan
dah tu dia pau i suruh beli doughnut for him
i pun beli dh tu terlebih plak duit
so i asked him for 1 buck
perrrghhhh kedekutttttssssss
aween bukannya belanja :p

dah balik office dia boleh plak mintak duit seringgit
hahahahaha
so teringat cerita psl smlm terus ah jd topic hrini

lg pun si A kata yang anep kalau klua dengan girlfriend dia
dia akan kluakan 25 and ppuan dia pun 25
takpun sorang kluakan 50 jd 100
pergggggggggghhhhhhhhhh
thank god i dont have boyfriend liddat
aku ckp mcm aku ada boyfriend pulak

kitorang otak pun dah pikir mcm2
first imagine nak makan
pinggan kongsi, cawan kongsi
minum air satu gelas dua straw
konon nak romantic tapi kedekut
hahaha

dah tu pulak si A kata if diorang klua makan
just nasi goreng dgn sirap
HHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA
nk save duit pun beragak lh
lgipun Anep kaya sebenarnya
haaaa
siut je perangai :p

dh tu tak psl nanti kawin
pelamin satu
tak pun kawin sekali blah perempuan je
hantaran pun belah ppuan
hahahaha nak save duit sgt katanya
:p

KATANYA

tgk movie tak psl2 book 1 seat
hahaahahahahaha teruk sia
teruk betul perangai
tak kisah kalau nak jimat
tp agak2 lah
:p

and most of this story is rekaan
yang balance tu betul

since yesterday kalau tersempak dgn aween
sikit tanya singgit anep mana
lol habis my 1.50 mana?
:3

hahahah
kes duit donut bleh jd isu
nak pau donut mahal
lepas tu nak belanja donut makcik blkg 1 dpat 3
hahahahah NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

LAWAK...LAWAK
klah chiao ;p

from the bottom of my heart

assalamualaikum

hi and olla

everyone does have something to confess to someone that s/he like or hate
so do I
and I'm really2 want you to read this

Do you think that when you leave me, I'm going to just sit down and doing nothing?
Do you think that I'm gonna give up on you?
Or do you think that I'm gonna find another guy to replace you?
Do you think so?

READ THIS

I don't care where you're from or what you are from the past
I only ask for you stay. with me . dengan izin Allah. forever
This separation really made me want to know you more and more
wondering who are you

And the one who start liking is you
You're the one who start to like me so you shouldn't just give up and think that I'm young
yes i am young, younger than you, younger to love someone
but is it wrong to love you when you're the who makes me feel this way?

you said you were fat last time and if i saw one of those pictures, i'm sure don't like you
honey, you're wrong
i saw that picture and that doesn't made me hate you
it made me miss you even more

oh god can't you see it?

As one of my friends said :

"Lily, I'm feel like to go to gym but I'm not doing this for impress anyone. Because I wouldn't know if that girl like me only when my body is perfect. I want someone to like my both side. Old and presence"

If only you could feel how I felt about you

One more thing, yes im waiting for you and i know you will come back
insyaallah

thank you for make me happy last time but this ain't over yet

take care
xxxxxxx

domino

 

fun - why am i the one

Assalamualaikum and ollo :p

lagu ni takde kena mengena pun
i just love this song haaa

well somehow i feel like im a domino
oh you know domino


you know why i felt that way?
because some people like to try to get me and leave me alone
like domino,
it's takes time to arrange it 
some takes an hour some takes half of a year
but it takes a few seconds to destroy it

hell yeah after i broke up with last ex,
it's takes time for me to start loving someone
but when i does, i thinking im hurting my own self

i feel that im not a good person to 'you'
sometimes i tell to myself
how can i take care of a relationship even i cant take care of my phone
hah yeah
my phone dah hancur dah weh
dont think that i threw it
bukan gitu
i mean casing dia dh teruk
asyik jatuh je kan
:3


paramore - ain't it good

gosh you should listen to this
hahaa someone reckon to me
somehow i like the NEW paramore
so yeah :3

okay then for now
adios 
xx



when songs speak my thought

the kooks-naive(cover)
olly murs ft florida - troublemaker

fun - carry on 
pink - try
a rocket to the moon - ever enough
paramore - the only exception 
arctic monkeys - R U mine?
paramore - still into you


Can't count the years on one hand
that we've been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better

It's not a walk in the park
to love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time, I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)

Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time I'm still into you

Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya

You felt the weight of the world
fall off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
we sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time, I'm still into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time I'm still into you

Some things just, some things just make sense
and one of those is you and I (Hey)
Some things just, some things just make sense
and even after all this time (Hey)

I'm into you, baby not a day goes by
that I'm not into you

I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you (I'm into you)
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you (I'm into you)
Let 'em wonder how we got this far

'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah after all this time
I'm still into you
I'm still into you
I'm still into you

this songs is dedicate to 'you'

xx

Farhan :*

Assalamualaikum

hi hello olla

who is Farhan?

who is he?

well he is the Mr X who post two blogs in here

i don't know what happen to us but he's my friend now
frieeeennnnnnnnnnnnndddddddddddddssssssssss

so yeah

i do regret like seriously
I'm regretting not to know him sooner
treating him like a stranger even he is when we first known each other

we never met
and i know him from blackberry messenger 
i don't know who add who
so yea

whatever it is
even we had a "thing" last time,
even you said that you need a time to be alone or wtv
I'm here, i will wait for you
like you did wait for my answer which i ended saying i love you instead saying i do?

I think all of this was a mistakes
he want something else to happen -- i think

I regret of treating you so differently yesterday
you can't blame me when i'm having pms
i hate when im having that and my moods all mixed up and all i want is to be alone
but i cant be alone, cause for how long it takes, i still needing you

some of my friends said i'm crazy
some of my friends said be patience
some of my friends said leave him

and i said NO
i wont leave him
i will follow what my mum told me

"take time slowly, know each other better, if you're ready to meet him with your parents, tell me"

and so does he,
he asking to give him some time
but im still scared whether he will going to contact me later
whether he keep his promises
i feel that he different than others guy i met

Allah is always there
always on my side, his side, everyone side
i just need to keep praying
open his heart and let the time he need is short

bak kata orang melayu
jodoh ditangan tuhan
tapi kita boleh elak jika jodoh kita lesbian ke gay ke perompak ke meninggal ke

so yeah we can avoid that
but im scared no matter what

i try to trust him
as i said i wont leave him even there's a thousand hot guys out there

im tired of breaking up or dating with different guys
i dont care if he's not perfect, he perfect to me
he made me do something i never did before
i mean not a bad thing for sure,
-.-

like telling my mum that i like someone, saying i love you first, give him a flying kiss on skype

that's what i meant

so yeah.

"Dear Farhan, 

I hope you read this, I will wait for you, for how long it takes, i'll give u the time, but if you're playing or toying my heart, well that's it
whatever it is i will wait for you :)

sincerely, baby panda"